You know what? Sometimes guys put up this front like they know everything, so they place you into one of their pathetic little categories built up from of years of past (usually bad) experiences. They assume that they know the “real” reason for anything and everything that happens. So at the end of the day, when all is said and done, it’s her fault, huh?
Well, shit. Maybe you fantasized your own little story in your mind when the only intention from the beginning was friendship. Maybe you built up your own damn expectations all by yourself. Did it ever occur to you that the all those conversations that you’ve twisted up in your mind really DID come from a place of sincere friendship? Or did you not get that far in the pages of “Girls for Dummies” yet?
For real, though. Maybe she was just always there because she actually cared. Just not in the way that you wanted her to.
You’ve probably considered the possibility, although your arrogance probably just got in the way. Well in that case, I don’t see how anything was my fault.
Good night.